Oh, wow. I don’t think I have ever been this sad before.
There are so many things running through my head right now and above all, I feel so alone. I mean, at a stage where I shouldn’t feel alone or ignored, I’m feeling exactly that.
It’s probably nothing more than my over-wild imagination that keeps imaging the worst things and things that aren’t there but it sure is depressing.
I don’t know if I will continue to feel this way even though I try not to think about it everyday. Or it’s because I’m so imbalance in so many things lately.
Whatever it is, I don’t think I should be feeling this way. I should feel amazing and loved and cherished and appreciated and cared for.
All I’m feeling right now is lost and abandoned.