maybe i should get an imaginary friend

There has been countless weekends where Mohen is not around.

I mean I know why he’s gone but I can’t help but feel as though I am so abandoned, being left alone not only to mother Eros but also to mother myself.

We used to do everything together and I mean everything. But now I feel as though we are getting further apart. Although hope is not lost to get us back together, I do feel sometimes like there is no point in trying because it’s going to repeat itself all over again the next weekend.

I do not give up hope on him to be with me again. Sometimes I do wish that I am not so close to him as how I am because if I weren’t then I wouldn’t be so choked up about him not being around.

I wish we have more time for each other like how we used to…

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